Ups and Downs

Hehe…. seems that reli a long period i din write blogs!!! Dunno wat to write lar….. Lazy to write oso, nth special to share with u guys oso la….. Let me think 1st, ehm…. actually got one, but dunno wan to write or not!!!

Ok la, let’s talk about frenz~~~ Everyone needs fren, rite?!! I think so la….. There r various types of fren la, got best fren, close fren, normal fren, special fren, so-called fren n……. dunno got wat category else la!!! So, YOU, the one who read this, wat kind of fren am i for u??!!! Beside family, frenz consider the most closer group of ppl for me. I spend most of the time with frenz, do all the silly + stupid + funny + happy + crazy + unexpected things with them….. Sweet memory ya~~~~~

Fren ah…. In different period of time, different ppl will appear to be ur close fren! At that time, you r very close with this person, very ‘ngam key’, got a lot of topic to chat….. But after that period, u n this person seems like stranger, no more talking, dun ever concern about this person anymore!!! Why lerr?? i dunno the answer, it’s seems like very normal thing. We always say "becoz not ‘ngam key’ aledi, nth to chat liao, less time get together, so ma not that close aledi lorr… then blah…blah…." come out a lot of reasons!!! Maybe reli like that lerr, who’s know…. coz i will oso say like this =P

But it’s reli hard n not that easy to build up a relationship!!! As long as we got appreciate them, i think is ok to let them pass by as time, there is no need to ‘keep the person’, just keep the memory, that is so enough aledi……… Why we want to force them to stay with us since we know that he/she got sumthing different aledi, not that ngam liao. Better let them go, at least they will think only the sweet memory, but not the sad things when they think back about things happened between us, rite?!!! hehe……

Then ooh, sumtimes i feel that the relationship r so easily get influence or got bad becoz of just a little thing or person!! Haiz, why so easy ‘terjejas’ one!!! Everyone should appreciate the relationship that not so easy only can build up mah, but when u own sumthing, u wun appreciate it, until it’s gone or lost, u’ll only realize…. too late lohh!!! Chew, say so easy, but very hard to do like this la, rite!! Hehe…. When sumthing bad happened in the relationship, it just depend on u whether want to do sumthing to continue on this relationship? Or just let this relationship to be broken, later got gap between u two, then no more fren….. It’s all up to u, nth is possible if u nvr have a try!!! 

I think that gal r very different compare with boy lorr… If gal dun like this person, she will show it directly one!! Not like boy, they look like so fren with this person, but actually hate this person so much, still wan to acting like him/her so much….. Gal dun like this person, she will say it in front of ppl, but for boy, they like to talk at the back of ppl, rite ar?? They dun say it so directly one, still wan to pretend like can accept them as fren….. Yeee, why wan to be like this lerr?? Hehe, i dunno la, that’s my opinion, can/knot accept, not my business oso, but pls dun scold me la, k!!!!!

For those normal fren, we can no need to so ’sakit kepala’ becoz of them la….. Coz they din influence much to u in the life!! Just like ur taste, sumtimes u like blue colour, sumtimes dun like… when u form 4, u like eat KFC- spicy flavour, but now prefer original… The taste is keep on changing, same for frenz, always changing oso….. But for best fren, can we have this kind of thinking or action?? I dun think so la, coz it’s reli got difference one la!! But, wat so different lerr?? Dunno oohh….. Just feel so ‘ng tong’ la!!!!

For best fren la, although sumtimes we got ‘ng ngam key’, i will think that maybe need time to understand them why they do this n say like that, will try to find out wat’s the prob n solve it…. Try to do evrything that good for our relationship, nvr think to give up this relationship!!! I nvr think that wan stay far from they, but will talk little compare with normal time la, duwan to make things more complicated…. You can be exactly YOU in front of best fren, no need to care about this n that, coz they know u very well aledi, no need to say sumthing nice n good to hear, dun like means dun like, no need to pretend like it so much…. But sumtimes knot too over oso la, must ‘jaga-ing’ their feeling oso, hehe……

Specially for T.A.G. , i think i seldom to give opinion n share feeling with them la, i not used to be this kind of ppl!! Not everything oso have to tell ppl, rite! Lagi-lagi i dun own any secret, i have the very normal life, nth special happened, so i dun think that u guys will interested with normal things la….. Maybe i dun think that "sumthing" call secret la, but if u guys think that is a secret, maybe next time i’ll try to give out comment n share my feeling with u guys, let u all more understand wat actually inside my mind!! But actually, i’m not a complicated ppl, i have simple thinking only, reli… Dun think so much!! Everyone have their own personality, so, i just want to be my own personality!! Trust me n believe in me… I glad to belong in this group, let’s us try our best to keep this group!!!!! If many years after this, we all r separate, knot ‘keep’ the member in this group aledi, but i’ll keep the spirit of T.A.G. n those memory!!!! It’s so great to have u guys as my best fren, coz we all r oso ’sot sot de’ one, rite!!! (",)  Luv ya~~~~